My weekend was a right mixed bag of bad news, funny moments, horrific hangovers and a huge realisation that my Sunday sessions are (as i previously thought) pretty much over ........ Friday night I walked through my front door and within about 3 mins being in the house got a text from my oldest friend in the world to tell me that her mum had a heart attack ..... Not the best start to a weekend you get me ... what do you say to someone .... there just aren't any words .... so i just texted back being positive about it and offering my support and love .... i then rang to speak to my own mum .... who was as shell shocked as me 2bh, but i also made the point of telling my mum how much she means to me .... its not like me to be a negative person on a downer but it has made me think that as im getting older so are my parents & i know things can happen at anytime to anyone of us, but i said at the beginning of the year i was going to make time for the people i care for the most and that news just made me want to do it more.
I'm currently sitting in a FREEZING cold house with no heating / hot water and no lights in my bathroom and kitchen, lord only knows whats happened but i think in our kitchen we've got some sort of short circuit cos Saturday afternoon, after i played stig of the dump at the local tip, there was loads if little bangs in the kitchen and then the lights kept tripping out .... this continued until i nearly electrocuted myself Sunday morning so i haven't touched the mains fuse box since .... and well lets just say my landlord isn't the best at getting back to us ..... its not even like i can say well we're not paying our rent because thats not due for another 2 weeks .... but im seriously getting the hump now chasing him, if it not fixed tomorrow then i'm calling my own electrician and taking it off the rent ..... haha clair trebes isn't a door mat!!!
Saturday was a gooooooood day! Me & Emma got rid of loads of crap and rubbish out of our house down the tip, and since then Emma has become obsessed with recycling ... dont get me wrong i do the whole filling out recycling box, but since we saw how much u can recycle there, emma is now adamant we're recycling and splitting the rubbish down even more .... We're not being accused of having a high carbon footprint!!! (my god how old and boring do i actually sound?) i suppose it is important to do your bit i guess .......
Ended up going down to my fav local bar sat night again *shock* drinking half a bottle of vodka before i even left the house - i know you dont need to tell me, the fact that it didn't get me even merry let alone pissed means ive got problems .... so obviously got right out of hand down the bar did'nt i - ok not right out of hand but i was bare pissed by the time i left ... the doorman or for the duration of the time (which aint long believe me) i will carry on talking about him MEATHEAD as i will be calling him .... urgh what was i thinking - so i've clearly got that moment out my head .... we had a 5 min chat where he was whinging about his back and how he can leg press 600kg .... seriously?! Bothered ..... couldn't care less, so i come home texted him and then decided to delete his number out my phone ..... i love doing that, deleting someones number so you can reply 'whos this' sometimes i do this even if the no is in my phone, you have to keep people on their toes ...... Besides this doorman is actually from Chelmsford and to be honest that just does'nt sit right with me anyways ....
My mates are all finally home from thailand .... thank god - minus a monkey i might add ..... and i specifically asked for one to be smuggled home - not impressed!!!!! so we went for a sunday reunion at Fuse .... had a little pre party at home first where about 5 bottles of wine got drunk and i styled Miss Parr - FACT SHE LOOKED BANGING ....... went and met the usual suspects in the courtyard at 93 feet east - to here some really amazing news .... 2 of my friends are going to become parents!!! <3 They've not been together very long, but they are the most suited couple ever and blissfully in love so theres going to be this whole little person coming along into a happy bubble of friends who will probably spoil it rotten ..... i was thinking the other day how much i'd like a little baby to fuss over (not my own obvs) cos they are great and helloooooo all saints kids section ..... i was saying the other day when i was in there that one day i will have a child who will be better dressed than me .... hahaha
That said tho i didn't really have that much of a good day, ive been thinking for a few weeks now that i am quite over the whole raving scene, and its not because i dont like the music or the people, but i just feel like there is so much more to my life, but all i'm known for is being this person who's always partying and never sleeps ..... Do you even know how much i've enjoyed wearing heels lately rather than living in my military boots and converse .... i very much think i am turning into the kind of person who likes being in my house with my mates round, cooking nice dinners and drinking .... im not even gonna bore everyone by saying god its weird, its not weird its just what happens as you get older ...... but dont write of the raver in me just yet because i think (no i know) she will still be there for the likes of Luciano appearances and the odd Marco Carola ones too ..... oh and probably dice!!! haha
Getting my courtesy car tomorrow at last so i can get myself down that gym, i've not been since last weds ..... I've banned Carbs in my life in the evenings .... i've decided i'm eating too many and getting fat ..... i'd actually love to go on the biggest loser just so i could be in that boot camp .....my god my PT has got his work cut out, but i was very happy that i managed nearly 3 miles on my bike in the gym the other day in under 10 mins ..... the very same session i tripped over myself on the treadmill cos the sort in there was staring at me ..... VERY OFF PUTTING!!!
Whats on the cards this week ..... Gym , Gym, Mate Date with Stacy, Bit More Gym, Sunbed, chilled weekend indoors and probably a sunday morning spin class ..... kill me now!!!
Oh and i just want to mention .... Lewi - his blog was rather impressive yet predictable .... but i'm loving the fact i'm starting a trend ....... i'm not even started on this one yet - because believe me once i get going its going to be the funniest thing evs .....
Now i'm going to hang my washing up, take off my make up and put myself to bed ...... i am so rock n roll i make myself siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiick!
Happy Blue Monday everyone
Ciao Bambinos xx
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