Where to start with today's thoughts in my head, hmmmn not really sure but I'm really struggling to see the screen I'm writing this in and its approximately 1 foot away from my head .... this can't be a good sign can it?! I've noticed lately that my eyesight is getting progressively worse ..... Please note, I've just donned my specs again to assist in this blog for a Tuesday.
Actually I don't really mind wearing my glasses, but if it happens that i need to wear them more often than not (which seemingly might be the case) then I'm getting them lasered ... the thought of sticking my fingers in my eyes is making me feel sick to get contacts in. This does remind me i need to ring the opticians, because honestly I'm spending most of the time squinting when I'm not wearing my specs.
Right well what else has been going on in my world ...... Oh yeah I'm now on day 9 of no boozing & let me tell you now, its about 300 times easier than i ever thought it would be, admittedly i am going to get a bit boozy on Saturday night, but overall i am really pleased with the fact Ive not touched a drop - what people need to understand is that my kitchen isn't full of empty wine bottles for recycling, which in previous weeks I've taken probably 8 empty bottles to the recycling in one week ..... i am a wine lover in case none of you knew, but I've been really good and stopped - and also fizzy drinks too they've been pretty much cut out my diet, I've not got any real reason / justification for this little booze vacation Ive been on apart from the fact I'm paying David Lloyd a silly amount of money each month so i thought I'd better make a conscious effort to live a healthy lifestyle all round.
Friday night i went to my friends Toga party - to be honest i didnt' actually dress up & i think that all my mates were really surprised with my good behaviour .... normally i would of caved within 3 minutes of being with my pals and cracked on with a drink and god knows what else .... (told you i wasn't an angel by any stretch of the imagination before) but since I've made a decision to not get on the laughing gas et all again i really have stuck to it ... Kieran was sure I'd leave the house by way of stumbling down the stairs, but i actually dug deep found the will power to not get as involved as i normally would .... and i actually LEFT the party before 1am because i knew i had a lot to do on Saturday, involving a little trip to the gym .... I've got NO idea where this discipline has come from, but honestly i am very glad its there because i actually feel amazing.
I have defo become obsessed with the Gym, I've been 4 out of the last 5 days, now I've always liked the gym when I've got into the routine of going but nothing like right now .... I'm going boxing tonight and then going to Spin on Thursday (probably may not live to see Friday, as its meant to be really hard) and me and the PT work out for once a week too for an hour, now I've only upped the training / gym in the last 10 days but i am actually really enjoying all that I'm doing now .... one of my good friends told me i need to aim for my big birthday in April to completely transform my fitness so I've thought f**k it why not .... so in my head that's what it is, i want to be double fit by that time ......
David Lloyd on the weekend is amazing ..... I'm sorry to be a typical woman but the men in there are seeeeeeeeriously easy on the eye! i can't help it now I'm trying to work out if the weekend is full of single people or not? i can't quite decide to be honest ..... .... Saturday there was some lovely sights to look at whilst sweating - yes i said sweating - on the x-trainer, but Sunday OH MY GOD ..... I'm sure those who know me have already heard the story of me and the total sort on the treadmill .... who was / is a proper man ... you know built like a man should be (and no i don't mean those beefed up dickheads on the steroids) Miss T spots him whilst I'm on the treadmill, and i sort of laugh to myself and he See's it ... i can't actually tell you why i laughed, i think it was a nervous reaction, but then i ended up on the rowing machine (meant to be on there 10 mins) and he then decides to get on the one next to me - needless to say it was very distracting and off putting to the point i had to get off after 5 mins .... took myself off to the bike that overlooks the weights where all the meat heads go and well My i want to sit on the rowing machine next to you saunters over and gets on the bench press directly in my view .... now I'm not saying any of this was on purpose but now i need to talk to this man and find out his name ... except I'm not gonna lie to you, i don't look my best in the gym now do i, cos i am there for one reason only ... to get fit. But i would really like to thank this bloke for keeping me working hard on the bike, not clock watching on it for once and well i managed 5 miles on there in 14 minutes so i was quite impressed. Probably will actually thank him too hahaha next time i see him!
I am going to Brazil for Xmas & New year .............Sao Paolo first to see my friend who lives there and I'm going to be away for about 3 weeks, i literally can't wait ... Sao Paolo & Rio De Janiero .... some of the girls are coming out boxing day to Rio so we'll have the best time ever ..... gotta start looking at booking the flights for this little excursion, but I've never been south America and this is going to be something I've always wanted to do !! Copacabana Beach how the hell are youuuuu! So basically I'm knocking all the pointless trips / festivals that I've done to death on the head and seriously saving it for this trip ..... Ibiza Closings is happening though as my best one Emma Rebecca Parr is paying for my flights as my birthday present, shes such a good friend honestly that's a great present .... DC10 closing and Cadenza Closing = happy little Clair ..... you know how much i love Luciano <3 <3 <3
How long has January been .... i seriously can't wait to get some money on Friday when we all finally get paid .... I've not been paid for 6 weeks (probably like most of you) and i have absolutely no idea how / where the money has come from ..... but alas, i will be getting it in one hand and paying it right out the other hand .... I finally last week paid my fine to Tower Hamlets £180 - that was a slap - but i did pay it 3 months late, oh and I've booked in for my speed awareness course in Feb, so i don't actually lose my driving licence or get 3 more points ... sore subject but I'm not gonna moan because I'm keeping my driving licence ...... just need to get my little car back now, because the courtesy car just isn't cool seriously!
On that note, i need to go & file the nail I've just broken ...... it never bloody rains it always pours! GUTTED!
Have a good week ..... I'm sure I'll write some more once I've survived spinning ..... but i am telling myself that it surely 'can't be that hard'
Much Love
Me xx
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