Facebook, Water, Heating & Light .... thank you David Lloyd

Right I'm on for a midweek (ok Thursday) rant ...... ooopps soz i mean blog!

Do you know what I've actually had the most ridiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiic week all because of simple things we take for granted .... LIGHTING, HEATING AND HOT WATER ...... Well let me just tell you, i will NEVER take such things granted again.

Sorry i'm just gonna go on a tangent, this truth about cocaine is making me feel sick - i really don't need to see septum's bleeding and operations, its making me feel like i want to vomit in my mouth. Anyway back to the thoughts in hand .......

So you know (well i think I've said this before) we've had no heating / hot water or lights since last Saturday, well living in the Arctic would of been better, and at such times like this i thank god for my David Lloyd membership as we've been using their shower facilities ..... But right now my house is hot and the water is warm .... having spent most of my time speed dialling my landlord, him not answering, thus pissing me off even further so i keep redialling him til he answered - it finally worked ..... last night a proper electrician - albeit a polish one - come round to have a look at what on earth has been occurring in the conservatory roof of the kitchen ..... What people you don't understand is that i no about as much about electrics and plumbing as those dickhead boys in my previous blog know about music (NOT A LOT) so who do i turn to in times like these for assistance in knowing what to say .... Yep my Daddy, he wrote me a little note that i had to give to the electrician to read which basically was talking about ring mains heating and lights being wired wrong to each other blah blah blah .... what you lost interest after ring main ... yeah so did i  .... that's my biggest problem, it bores me just effing work already!!!!!!!!!! Well the lovely little polish dude sourced the problem, rewired the boiler to somewhere else (assuring me where its meant to be 'spurred' off something ... yeah again, lost interest again havent' i) The light in the kitchen don't work, but apparently on Saturday it will be ... the lack of light i can live with ... the lack of heat and hot water .... NO CHANCE!!!!

I come home from work earlier to get ready to actually do to David Lloyd for a proper work out and guess what ..... the pissing annoying boiler isn't working ........................... OH MY GOD DROP ME OUT ...... rang my landlord, who you need to understand is probably pissed off with me and how I'm speaking to him right now because honestly my patience has worn beyond thing ..... 20 mins later the little dude (not the polish electrician) who always comes round to fix things appears, resets it and shows me whats occurring and alas it now is OK again ... honestly people i can't even tell you how much i took for granted the simple things we just expect to work

This cocaine programme is really disturbing me .... and the ecstasy one last week that also has too .....  i feel quite sorry for the people that are on these programmes .... don't get me wrong I'm not calling myself a saint not by any stretch of the word but seriously this programme should be a wake up call to a lot of people i know ..... the rat with the shaved eyebrow sitting with his hand on the steering wheel with a pint in hand .... seriously your a disgrace ....

I've set myself a little challenge that (starting Monday of this week) i wouldn't drink until the 29th and so far so good ..... 4 days in and I've had no wine, and by now during the week I'd of easily had about 2 bottles of red wine! The weekend will be the test, especially Saturday night, but as I'm actually not leaving the borders of chigwell all weekend as I'm not going out this should be quite easy .... hahaha famous last words i know but in all honesty I'm actually going to spend some time in the Gym and I'm even going after work tomorrow ... did a nice hour of cardio earlier so tomorrow I'm gonna work on the weights ..... I'm finding the whole not drinking really easy right now too so might as well just stick with the will power and then have a little drink next Saturday when i go back to chelmsford to see some old faces .....

Facebook ............. GOD I AM SO OVER IT ...... I am actually contemplating deleting mine, I've been having various chats with a lot of my mates lately, and we're all feeling the same ..... like i actually want to live in the real world ... not the cyber one, and i am as guilty as anyone else as over using facebook at work when I'm bored (which is a lot of the time) but actually do you know what I'm over it ... i am actually going to stop using it so much now - like i was looking on the news feed the other day and i thought to myself, what ever happened to calling one of your mates to see how they are or what there doing?!?! Facebook used to be great i think, but its over used .... i think its ruined promoters events to a degree ..... whatever happened to good old fashioned flyering for events .... e-marketing is great and this is a useful tool, but i am not joking earlier today i clicked 'not attending' to the same party on 7 events ... all created within about 6 mins of each other ..... that people is excessive, and its more than that too, its annoying ..... my inbox on facebook has about 3500 messages unread in there because people over spam / over message their events ... i more than anyone understand the need to promote your event, but i honestly think facebook has ruined it ..... a lot of promoters and those who are putting on parties now think if you want a good party all you need to do promote it and make people aware of it is to pump it out on facebook ..... so so wrong and i see so many parties or hear about parties not doing well and i think well ive not seen a flyer or a DJ helping to pump it out there but my god I've had about 70 invites on facebook!!!! hahahaha ......

in a nutshell I'm over it, and those who read this who are friends with me on there, will notice my presence on there is a lot less and will stay like that!

2011 is all about making positive changes .... I've got a milestone birthday on the horizon and so far mentally i think i am getting there i feel different, like things are becoming clearer and i want my life to go in a certain direction .....

Anyway I'm off to watch some more Ugly Betty I'm shattered and i need my beauty sleep!!!

Friday tomorrow .... its the weekend, so enjoy it all and whatever your doing .... make it count!!!!! and someone somewhere have a DISCO Dance for me cos I'll be watching Take Me Out whilst eating a lettuce leaf!!

Big Love

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One for a Tuesday

I'm gonna write some random rubbish every now and then ..... Much to the horror of people who know me, and the entertainment of those who don't .....

Sometimes i might name & shame people if i think its worth it, after all this is my space to say whatever i like ..... but its only my opinion / thoughts / beliefs - I did this a while back when i was like 24 & reading on some of the things i used to say, i did laugh a lot ..... there on my myspace - which i think just about still exists .....

Most of the time i might just talk about the sex, drugs and Fuse in my life and then sometimes i might talk about some other shizzle which interests me (probably some non important ZELEB shite that i've witnessed in my local pub .... Yes people its the King William IV from THAT programme based in the part of Essex i reside in)

For the record though .... i am actually an Islington girl who grew up in Chelmsford and then last year upped and moved myself to the vainest part of Essex known to man .... i've fully immersed myself into it  & i am the polar opposite of the wagabees that flock to this area .... but i really do love where i live & have some amaaaaazing people in my life from round here!

I don't really have much else to say right now ... well except the fact that i'm listening to Radio 1 at work but wondering if i can get away with playing Locodice & Marco Carola new mix that i downloaded last night without anyone moaning about the 'noise' .... i need to see if its actually any good!

Thats all for now .......

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